fine,lovely merries(:

2010-10-27T17:27:00.003+08:00

P.S 我爱你

我想要成为你的眼

把最美的风景

收进你的心中

我想要成为你的手

好让我从现在到以后

占有你温柔一刻不放过

恨不得把明天没收

让你永远不变动

钻注的爱着我

我爱你没有保留

我爱你就到最后

有些人值得等候

有些悲伤值得忍受

我爱你不是冲动

生命镜头反正一城空

只要你记得

我们那么爱过

2010-10-26T22:12:00.002+08:00

if only......do you really think i'm like that?

Just a few days ago,

i was having a chat with Arif and Ashik about girlfriends

LOL.

Arif was like tellin me he know's that when his girlfriend

suddenly gets angry at small little things or gets quarrelsome,

which she usually isn't and is very nice,

it is an indication of her 1 week PMS-ing,

after which her period will come.

then i ask him

what he'll do when she's like that?

and he said he'll just give in to her,

try his best not to make her angry etc etc...

cuz he knows that durin that 1 week,

there's some hormonal changes goin on in the female's body

that causes her to act in such a way.

after i heard that

i was like wow.....

sigh.if only bibi can tell the difference

and understand

that i'm not tryin to make things difficult for him...

2010-10-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

my sweetie sweetie sweetie pie
thank you for doin so many small little thoughtful things for aiai
thank you for stayin up all night to fix my computer for me
well, not really for me but for my brothers ;)
thank you for sendin aiai to sch even though u only slept for 3 hours
and u've to work the next day
sorry that aiai was very lazy and didn't have much discipline to wake up
when bibi was havin exams =/
aiai feel so bad after bibi had done so many sweet things for me!
thank you for buyin me a cloth broom to sweep my floor!
hehe

aiai loves her cutie sweetie pie till the earth stops spinnin ;D

2010-09-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

i hate to make people angry
i hate seein people around me get angry and then show me attitude
i seldom get angry and show my tantrums
sigh.
how i wish i can feel this way towards u
i'm usually nice to people but i wonder why sometimes i'm not to u
i hate these ugly memories
sigh.
how i wish they'll just disappear....
i really don't wish to think about them
but i wonder why they just keep comin back
sigh.

2010-09-08T11:34:00.001+08:00

i'm not afraid of losin u
i'm only afraid that history will repeat itself
and i'll get hurt again......

2010-09-07T17:54:00.002+08:00

it has been quite a while since i last typed in this space
and i guess my mind had been filled with
mixed thoughts durin this period....

i may not have a great voice like her but i will still want to sing for u
i may not be understanding at times but i will try to be more often
i may not do a perfect job in ironing ur clothes but i will try to
i may not have a good memory but i will try to be ur best personal planner and assistant
i may not like the idea of u falling aslp before me but i will want to sayang u to sleep
i may not like the idea of u always being busy but still, i will want to support u silently
i may not be the happiest person in this world but i will try to be
i may not be the best girlfriend in the world but i will try to be the best one for u

and bibi,
aiai want to tell u that if u really go for deployment
and when u come back i'm gone
it means that i'm not a good person
so u don't have to get upset k
i'm sure u'll be able to find somebody better (:

2010-07-30T08:43:00.001+08:00

MY COUGH HAS GOTTEN BETTER
AND LOVELY CREDITS TO
MY CUTIEPIE! ;D
*loves

oh oh bibi got me tickets
to YOG preview too!
hehehe.
thanks honey!

2010-07-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

i was usin my Baby's phone one day

when i saw, on the main screen,

a sticky pad note at the top left-hand corner

written on it was:

'buy cough medicine'

omg when i saw it i was damn touched!

heh.

cuz for the past 2 weeks i had been coughin real bad

and i didn't bother to make it better

i only ate the strepsils that my Hamscue bought for me....

so if my cough gets better,

well i sure hope it does,

it'll be all thanks to my sweetie pie

hee.

i love you, baby ♥

2010-07-25T15:54:00.000+08:00

我的爱

前者我的手一起走过这个不好走的路好吗？

因为我知道当我们走完这条路以后

在眼前就会是幸福

你说对不对？(:

2010-07-20T16:59:00.003+08:00

i sayang my bibi durin the whole journey to school!
even when my hand got tired,
i moved to a lower angle - his arm
hehe.i wondered if he noticed though

oh and i was havin this conversation with bibi
which i felt kinda disappointed and irritated
Bibi: tired tired..work 7 days a week
Aiai: it's ok..Aiai give bibi a back massage k
Bibi: actually there's only one reason why bibi's workin's hard
Aiai: what?
then there's no reply alr..
actually i could guess what the answer was gonna be
(or maybe i'm thinkin too much that that is gonna be the answer)
but somehow i feel that it's totally not sincere at all
it's just to say to make one happy and then period.argh

anyways, i don't intend to tell hamscue
that i've started bloggin again
furthermore, the reason was him.
i guess i'll just let everythin flow
and see how it goes.......

maybe one day he'll look back
or maybe he'll just look forward and never look back............

2010-07-19T10:48:00.002+08:00

Congrats to my Hamscue for managing to close 2 deals!(((:
hehe. at least it was worth goin down even though u were tired
BIBI JIAYOU K!
aiai will always be behind you ;)

2010-07-18T22:51:00.001+08:00

我多么希望这一切多没有发生过，那我就不会去想它或犹豫什么了。

2010-07-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

sigh.
i had so much to do yesterday
but i tried my best to finish
ironin and washin bibi's clothes
so that he'll have a fresh set of suit to wear for his event today
but i guess bibi didn't realize how much i had done for him...
sigh.
am i really such a disappointment?
or is it that he probably just didn't take much notice of it
and taken what i had done for him for granted?

nevertheless,
i tell myself i will just continue to do my best
and be a good girlfriend.
cass,u can.

2010-07-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU MOM!
omg my mom,
is like the BESTEST
well there probably isn't sich word in the dictionary
but in mine, there is(:
or perhaps,
no word can ever describe this greatest woman i know,
i have, and forever will love ;)

when she knew that i didn't have enough blood in me
(my hands felt totally cold in the bus and my nails were literally purple)
she went to find out what could be done.
Indeed she discovered a remedy
and the next day,
she boiled it for me to drink.
i was so touched, seriously!
thank you so much mom!

and i love it the way
she showed so much interest in Colin's week in camp.
When he comes back durin the weekends
she will, without fail ask bout how his week was.
but as usual,
my bro will just reply half-heartedly
as three-quarter of his heart had been attached to the computer-.-
i hope that one day Colin will know how lucky he is
to have Mom asking him bout his camp-life....

2010-07-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

i just wanna love you
i finally bought the HTC Legend casing for bibi!
but i'm quite disappointed after anticipating it for so long
cuz the material look totally cheap!
cant even tell that it's real leather (well the website claimed so) -.-
argh!

mom had accidentally spilled the beans to him one day when we got home
so i pretended that i wasn't goin to get it alr
and waited till bibi went for outfield
before ordering it.
fortunately it arrived the day before he comes back
so yay!i managed to surprise him(:
BUT STILL...sigh.

oh well, what done has been done.
hope bibi likes it though!

and i need to start kickin away this bad thinkin of mine! :(

for now,
i just want to treat my baby to the best that i can
to show him lesser of my attitudes
to wash all his clothes and iron them whenever he needs it
no matter how tired i am
to bake as many of his favorites for him as possible
and to love him(:
because if one day we're not together anymore
at least, i know i had done my best
to be a good girlfriend. :)
and if one day he were to look back without regrets,
he'll only remember all the happy things
and the ugly past - vague, close to elimination from the mind.

2010-07-12T10:43:00.003+08:00

Monday ~~BLUES~~ SMLES

HELLO WORLD! ;D
ok,i've decided to start bloggin again after soooooo long;
and after bein spurred by my baby's enthusiasm in readin my blog.heh

anyways, a little update on myself before resurfacin fully since my
disappearence 245days ago ;)

ever since my last post,
i wasn't really in the mood of bloggin anymore because blooger
takes like forever to get photos uploaded.
it's especially irritating when i've tons of photos to upload =/

there was also another reason which i didn't want to admit
but i guess i'll have to now and that is,
i was hopin that Hamscue would express his feelins or thoughts
to me after readin my sweet posts to him
and perhaps do the same back to me.
BUT those postings kinda became an expected thing from me to him
so if i didn't post anythin, he would make noise.
i was quite pissed also cuz i wasn't gettin anythin in return
plus he was startin to treat me for granted
(cuz the posts became smth expected and not surprisin anymore)

however, i realized that
the joy of giving is not about expecting smth in return;
it's about feelin great when u've done it(:
so yeap, i guess i've managed to 'psycho' myself into that ;D
but anyway, baby said he'll try not to take me for granted anymore
so i guess i shall just wait and see(:

oh and it doesn't really matter who's reading my blog already
because all it matters is that one person who'll read it
and that, of course, is my hammie(:
cuz u're the reason that i'm startin to blog again ;)

oh well, i won't be seeing my cutie pie till wed or thurs
as he'll be outfield:(
nonetheless, i still wanna tell him to take good care of himself,
that i'll miss him tons,
and that I LOVE HIM ;D

2009-11-08T22:56:00.022+08:00

Happy Legal 18 to me!heh.

Part 1:
[Location: School]
my qing ai de gave me a surprise in school today!;)
i didn't expect it cuz tml's then my birthday
anyways, she tricked me into believing her that she needa borrow my cam
to help her bro take pictures of the dressing styles of TP students
to get away from me(cuz we're always together during break times)
hehe.
thankie so much, my qing ai de! :D

the phenol group and my pretty!(:

my QAD! x)

yenny and jing dan!(:

Part 2:

[Location: The Cafe Cartel at PS]

after school, i went to PS to meet my Aiai and Mabelynn

to have dinner at Cafe Cartel..

though Xiao Hui was unable to make it,

i thought it was pretty sweet of her to treat me for the dinner

hehe!thank u!

but don't worry babe,

i didn't order the most expensive meal.haha ;D

after dinner,

we headed to the washroom and then returned to Cartel again for desserts

ahaha.

then Mabelynn said she needed to use the ladies again...

and omg,

i really didn't expect her to come back with a surprised cake!

thankie so much babes,

my Aiai and Mabelynn! ;D

my Aiai!(:

my Mabelynn!(:

ahaha.LOL.

i know that sounded wrong,but u're still mine x)

tryin to get the candle out..

it took me quite a bit of struggling before i got it out! =X

Aiai and Mabelynn said it's a tradition to do so..

LOL

Part 3:

[Location: TP Sports Complex]

on the actual day of my birthday,

i had lessons till 7..

then the TNS peeps planned a birthday surprise for me!

omg,i was so touched that i cried!

thank u guys so much, really
esp. lynette.hehe(:

imagine how tall he is if i have to stand on such a high

step just to be on par with him-.-

taking out my earrings to wear the ones they bought for me!

hehe.the guys had to mms the pics to the girls in school to decide which

to get!;)

so cute la.haha

great choice peeps! ;D

in case u're wonderin why this photo was taken...

look at my ear.LOL

dawn's helpin me to wear the necklace..

TNS ROCKS!

thank u guys so much! ;)

Part 4:

[Location: Hotpot Culture @ Marina Square]

so i had to cab to Marina cuz i was runnin duper late..

the buffet ends at 10 and i was only leavin school at 8.20!*screams*

so when i reached the place,

i immediately went to grab food!

FOOOOODD! xD

hehe,my lovely mom offered to cook for me!(:

my wonderful MUMMIEEE!(:

bros!(:

MUMMIE DADDIE!(:

MY FAMILY!*loves

Colin!(:

Calvin!(:

when i reached home,

i took a picture of all my pressies!heh x)

from TNS peeps(:

my cuzzies from Aussie sent me presents!

omg,

thank u girls!(:

from celia(:

from pheobe,my 7-year old cuzzie(if i'm not wrong)

i watched her grew up..

and i'm so proud of u,little one!(:

from my QAD(:

from the phenol group(:

Part 5:

[Location: Bistro Walk @ TP]

i met up with Bels and Pris on thursday

during lunch time!heh.

then we had desserts instead of proper lunch.LOL

Bels,Me, Pris! :D

i love u babes!

from Bels and Pris(:

then when i got home.....

i received this!

hehe.

they were supposed to be delivered on the actual day

but cuz i wasn't at home so they had it re-delivered

it's from my Hamscue,

of course!heh xD

my Baby ordered them before he went to Aussie...

it's so sad he couldn't spend this 18th birthday of mine with me

if not it would have been even more awesome...

nonetheless,

they're soooo pretty!

omg thankie so so much honey! <3

thank u everybody for spending my 18th birthday with me

i had a fantastic time!

i hope u guys enjoyed celebratin it with me

as much as i enjoyed celebratin it with u! ;D

though the most important person wasn't able to celebrate

my birthday with me,

i really had a GREAT GREAT TIME!

thank u all so so much!

*LOVES <3

**oh oh and ALL the cakes were DELICIOUS!

hehe.thank uuuuu! ;D

to my bibi,

thank u my hammie,

for spendin uncessary money on me

as much as it was uncessary money,

i LOVED it alot.

though i watered it everyday,

looked at it everyday and smiled to myself when i admired them,

they had already withered.

HOWEVER,

i'm still keepin them till u come back

even when my mom told me to discard them!

cuz lookin at them is almost like lookin at u,my boy.

when they were still red, juicy and fresh,

they're so beautiful and bright.

they brighten up my day just like how u always do

now that they'd withered,

they still look pretty

cuz in my eyes honey,

u'll forever look cute and handsome to me even when u're old.

and them witherin is also because the day till u come back

is drawin nearer.

they wither because u're comin back

they wither because they won't have to replace u anymore to cheer me up....

i'm countin down the days baby

i'm countin down....

even though i have a killer module quiz on that day,

i'm still anticipatin for that day.

i cant wait to see and hug u when u come back!

i love u,my Hamscue.

from the bottom of my heart.

2009-10-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

MY BABY HAS GONE TO AUSSIE FOR 5WEEKS!
omg,YES.tell me bout it :(
it's so hard to not be able to see him
i feel like i'm very free everyday after school...

fortunately,
school works' pilin up and i have classes till quite late on certain days
so yeap,these actually help me make time seem to pass faster(:
also,i get to spend more time with my family
which i'm rather please about
and i didn't have to worry if i would have ample time to complete my tutorials
cuz i do! ;)
in addition,
his voice on the phone sounds so clear and near to me
he sounds like he's in Singapore instead of Aussie....

oh oh,
when i sent him off,
we actually took quite a handful of pictures
so he was like tellin me he could just look at them when he misses me
heh.
and i cant wait fr him to come back
cuz i'm sure he's gonna share with me tons of stories and photos
that happened and were taken there,respectively.
so yeap,
now all i can do is to wait patiently for time to pass.............

i miss my baby!!:(
i miss his hamster face :P
i miss ruffling his hair,
it's just so fun doin so..
i miss his smiles,
they make me melt,yes,i know,till now they still do..
i miss his lame yet funny jokes
i miss lookin at him admirin his own body x)
such a narcissist,but i enjoy watchin..
i miss him tellin me that he's goin to the gym,
cuz i knew his body today was because of me,i wanted him to startin goin to the gym again..
i miss him askin me redundant questions like if i wanna meet him later in the day,
it makes me smile to myself..
i miss havin him sleepin by my side,
it makes me fall asleep easier..
i miss singin with him,
cuz i'm the first he sings with!
i miss his hugs and kisses,
they make me fell more loved..heh
i miss goin out to have fun with him
i miss his company
i miss his presence,
which always seems to give me strenght to carry on with everythin and anythin
i miss him holdin my hands tightly,
it makes me feel more protected and secure..
i miss him piggy-backin me and carryin me in his arms,
cuz he's trainin to do so on our weddin day.. :P

all in all,
i just miss him!
on one hand,
i wish time would pass faster so that my cutie would come home soon
on the other,
i won't want time to pass so quickly
cuz it would mean exams drawin nearer! =X
it spoils my mood to know that my bibi's comin back when my exams are just around the corner..
sigh.

2009-10-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

A VERY VERY BIG HAPPY BIIRTHDAY
TO MY DEAREST MOM!
heh.
just nice bro(colin) and i were outside together
so we went to get Mom's cake(:
when we reached home,
we lighted the cake outside
and since the both of us don't smoke,
we didn't have a lighter with us,DUH
thus before that i had asked bro(calvin) to leave the lighter at the doorstep
we actually planned to bring the cake in when she's watchin tv in the room
(it's a routine thing at night)
unfortunately,
she was on the phone with her friend
and the candles were already lighted up so bro(colin) and I just went in

and............
TADA! ;D

dad wanted another pic with mom cuz he saw me hug mom

and was jealous so wanted one pic where he hugged mom too :P

Once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MOM! :D

I LOVE U TILL THE END OF THE WORLD.....

2009-09-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

RIVERFRONT,FURAMA HOTEL
Mom treated our whole family,
ryan,kaima and of course,my Hamscue,
to buffet at the Furama Hotel!hehe.
thankie so much Mom.
this dinner was also to celebrate her birthday
the initial plan was to eat steamboat on her actual birthday
but since we're gonna eat buffet today alr,
the steamboat would be cancelled.
Mom said don't wanna eat too much too.LOL
Bibi and i went late cuz we both had somethin on...

alright,shall let the photos do the talkin(:

bibi,ryan,colin,calvin,Dad,Mom and Kaima(:

now baby's turn to take the pic and my turn to be inside!hehe

the rose among the thorns(:

LOL.i wonder what's ryan doin...

the young...

and the youngsters :P

yay!group photo! ;D

*i love u, mom

for u,i live.

2009-09-20T13:50:00.001+08:00

Do It Anyway(:
People are unreasonable,
illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If u do good,
people will accuse u of selfish,ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If u are successful,
u will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good u do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make u vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.
Think big anyway.

What u spend years buildin may
be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may
attack if u help them.
Help anyway.

Give the world the best u have
and u might get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best u've got anyway.

-Anonymous

2009-09-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Shoppin with Bels((:

is just great ;)

cuz we can have girls' talk,

gossip(though we didn't do much of that)

and just enjoy each other's company ;D

as we don't get to do so durin our normal days

even though we're in the same school....

we headed for Arab Street first,

followed by Haji Lane and finally,

Parco Bugis((:

we managed to get what we wanted

heh.*happy happy*

weeeeeeeeeee~~~

2009-09-13T01:20:00.001+08:00

I CONQUERED THE WHOLE OF PULAU UBIN!
except for the mountain bike tracks though,
cuz the bikes we rented weren't that powerful to go on those tracks
it was damn tirin
BUT.
it was duper fun!
i wonder how i'm gonna survive walkin these pathways
durin my E.L.F Camp..
i'm soooo gonna die from walkin plus carryin the heavy loads
sigh.
now i understand what Minister Teo Ser Luck
meant by there are peaks and downhill
when u reach the peaks,u get this sense of enjoyment
but soon after the peaks are another series of downhills
it's really the mentality that keeps one goin..

and i became tanner!:(
Sentosa tan PLUS Pulau Ubin tan
omg.
i really look like a malay now:( :(

2009-09-05T23:54:00.001+08:00

CaYoJaDiBe SENTOSA OUTIN!
i was vomittin,havin diarrhoea and fever!
*BOO!* :(
my first sentosa outin with them and yet i'm sick,damn.
i'm so so soooo sorry peeps!
let's have another one after ur A's k.
i so cant wait for ur exams to be over
i'm sure u guys must be anticipatin it even more..
haha.i shall share the joy with u guys(:

nontheless,i still went
and i'm glad i did..
cuz i really had fun listenin to all their
once-untold-now-known secrets!wahahaha

our 'unique' picnic at Sentosa ;)

our master piece!yayyy!actually,it's theirs.haha

i was too weak to join in,but i helped to take photos.heh.

my 'cui' face-.-

i wonder what we were lookin at...

I LOVE THEIR CAMERAS!!

HAHA.

and thank u Bels for standin by me
and pattin my back when i vomitted
it must have been very unsightly :X
i'm so sorry!

*this's the first time i got damn tan till i peeeel!woooo!

then they were so sweet to send me to Hougang Station

before goin for their lunch at Hougang Mall

(by that time it was 3plus alr)..

Thank u so much peeps!

My hammie came over to my place to look after me

after i reached home not long later..

he cooked porridge for me,

(apparently,it was his first time cookin porridge,

no wonder it took him so long!haha)

fried an egg for me,

sponged me with ice-water

and stayed over at my place to look after me!

hehe.thankie soooo much baby!

i'm so touched!heh :P

we skipped our long-anticipated Yellow Ribbon Prison Run too!:(

i was forbidden to go by my parents.sigh.

because i didn't go,

baby didn't wanna go too..

haha.so sweet of him right...

so the both of us wasted 20bucks each

oh well....

my Baby said he had never seen me so weak before

LOL.

Thank u honey for accompanyin me all these while

when i'm sick.

i'm so touched by ur actions.hee.

i love you♥

2009-08-30T12:17:00.002+08:00

Exams are OVER!!!(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
my appologies for not updatin my blog
i'm quite lazy plus i'm studyin everyday
there's practically not much time for me to squeeze out to blog! :X
and now i'm bloggin at Temasek Green..
we're havin a 3D2N stay at the school's hostel
for my CDS.cool right...
but there isn't much to do now that's why i'm bloggin.heh

MGen Paper was totally sucky!:(
last paper yet i still have to worry so much over the hols
results i heard would be out on the 10th of sept.
sigh.hope i can maintain my distinctions!! :(
*cross my fingers*

i wanna thank my hammie
for givin in to me all these while durin my exam period
when i was too lazy to leave house to get lunch
he ordered Mac Delivery for me and gave me a surprise!
hee.
when i still needa study and don't wanna go over to his place for dinner
(so that we can meet)
he would come over to my place for dinner instead
and after dinner i would just start studyin
and be in my own world again
then my baby would just be lazin on my bed doin nothin and not disturbin me
heh.
THANK U HONEY FOR BEIN SO UNDERSTANDIN
SO GUAI,SO OBEDIENT FOR NOT DISTURBIN ME!
my baby wants me to get my distinctions too(:
after dinner,
he would wash the dishes for me too so that i could study.hee.
so nice of my honey(:

on certain days my hamscue would stayover too and send me to school
for exams the next day;
occasionally sponsorin me to take cab cuz he's afraid that i'll be late

then the day before ytd,
my hammie carried my heavy bagpack for me all the way!
hehe.it's so heavy
i don't even know what i brought for just a 3D2N stay-.-

THANK U BABY FOR ALL THAT U'VE DONE FOR ME ALL THESE WHILE!
i really do appreciate them alot!
sorry for startin a quarrel at times.
i'll try to control myself k!
I WILL MISS MY BABY ALOT
CUZ I WON'T BE SEEIN HIM FOR THE NEXT THREE DAYS :(

*dear gfs,
especially to mabelynn,mabelle,jessie darlin,bashirah
and YoJaDi,
even though at times we're too busy to msg each other,
i just wanna let u guys know that u're always on my mind!
apart from my hammie,heh.
when i see people playin frisbee,
i would think of our times sepent together durin sec sch
i really miss those times!
i miss goin shoppin with my babes too!:(
let's meet up soon k peeps?
i'm meet YoJaDiBe on 5sept!
heh.thanks nd and bels for always organizin outins(:
without u guys,i doubt we'll still talk:(
THANK U TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS!(:
*sorry if i missed out some names :X

alright,gtg!tkcr people and ciao~

2009-08-15T06:27:00.002+08:00

I wanna wish everybody THE BEST OF LUCK FOR THEIR EXAMS
esp. to:
MY CLASSMATES(TG05 & TG02)
MY QING AI DE
BELS
BASHIRAH
MABELYNN
JESSE DARLIN
YoJaDi
FARAH
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i hope that with ur name written here,
u'll get all the luck that u need
and do ur best ;D
jiayou,lovelys! ;)

WE CAN DO IT!

2009-07-25T10:10:00.001+08:00

My will; My strength; My courage; to live.

SUPERWOMAN- that's just the only word to describe my mom.

yesterday,
due to the bad weather,
it would be dangerous for Dad to fetch Mom to work on the bike
thus Mom had to rush to go to work herself...
she had left the clothes to be dried in the washing machine
but still hasn't hung them yet..
she knew i was rushin to go to school too so she didn't ask for my help
(so understandin right..heh)
i think she told Dad to help her hang them if he had the time
cuz i won't be able to do so
Mom usually leaves the house at 7.50am if she has to take bus to work on her own
at 7.40am,
she was ready to leave
but decided to hang the clothes first since she still had a few minutes left before 7.50
AND
she managed to hang finish all the clothes in 5MINS!
SUPER isn't it?
and she didn't wanna trouble Dad and i
so she rushed to get ready so that she would still have time to hang the clothes.
even if she's unable to finishin hangin them and Dad has to help her,
he would have fewer clothes to hang.

MY MOM is so thoughtful and SUPERB! ;)
I LOVE U TO THE CORE MOM! ;DD

2009-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Before the clock strike 12,
before this wonderful day end,
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH MY QING AI DE
A VERY HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY! ;DDD

I HOPE U ENJOYED URSELF VERY VERY MUCH!(((:

2009-06-27T00:04:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE THING!

MY QING AI DE COMMENTED THAT

KAIMA IS YOUNG

AND

HER HANDSOME SON IS REALLY HANDSOME :DDDD

I WON'T DENY THOUGH,
CUZ HE REALLY LOOKS GOOD BEING BOTAK((:

2009-06-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

wee!
i finally heard my baby's voice!heh
*happy happy*
he sounded sick though:(
hope he gets better with more rest!
and
AND!
CONGRATS TO MY HERO!HEHE.
HE PASSED HIS JUNGLE CONFIDENCE COURSEEE!
*hurray!*((:
i'm so proud of u,my cutie ;D
cant wait to see my baby on monday mornin!
i'm goin to the airport to fetch him
and then rush to school for lesson :X

i still have so many things yet to post:(
however,
school has started and everythin's chaotic!
i've school on Saturdays from 9am-5pm-.-
i'm gonna be dead beat
nonetheless,
i'll still try and finish up all the things
that i wanna give my hamscue b4 he returns!!^^
i need time to get use to alot of things first,
before i'll start bloggin again((:
for now,take care to those around me!^^

*oh oh and Kaima's goin back tml alr:(
have a safe flight back k!
i'll miss u for the time being when u're away
and i'll look forward to seein u again in September!
hehehehe
hopefully becky can come back too?
that is, if she's still havin hols((:
i wanna go Aussie too:((
Kaima says she'll definitely welcome me,yes yes? :P

2009-06-21T01:03:00.002+08:00

Unbreakable-Westlife

Took my hands
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there
By my side
Night and day
Through it all
Baby come what may

Swept away on a wave of emotion
Oh we're caught in the eye of the storm
And, whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable

Shared the laughter
Shared the tears
We both know
We'll go on from here

'Cause together
We are strong
In my arms
That's where you belong

I've been touched by the hands of an angel
I've been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why

This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this is over
Our love still remains

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
'Cos each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why

This love is unbreakable

taken from: http://www.lyricsbox.com/westlife-lyrics-unbreakable-4cjs9qv.html

2009-06-21T00:53:00.001+08:00

DUAL DATE,again.heh. xD

in the mornin,
CaYoJaDiBe OUTIN((:
we went to Top One KTV this time round
sang alot of songs, drank diluted drinks,
or as how ZY puts it,
those staffs need to undergo trainin to know how to make better tastin drinks
HAHA.and of course,
we took lots of photos!((:
with me around,definitely.heh
well,we only get together once in a while
so it's good to take as many photos as we can ;D

the 'early' birds.haha

ZY stood up too fast.otherwise it would be a pretty nice photo:(

Bels came after that((:

an artistic photo taken by Mabelle((:

sadly,both Bels and I always seem to have to leave early
it's seldom that we'll have an outin the whole day:(
let's do so on our next outin yes, CaYoJaDiBe??(:
so after that Bels went for her Fathers' Day celebration
while i,

WENT TO MEET KAIMA((:
i met her at Ah Ma's house downstairs and we bus-ed down
to Hougang Ave 4..
brought her to MJ Hairdressin for her haircut
as she wanted to trim her hair before she goes back to aussie((:
so nice of me to bring her there and accompany her isn't it?heh xD

seeeeee how much hair Kaima cut?? ;D she commented her

new hairstyle's much lighter now and she doesn't have to tie

her hair anymore((:

but when she returns to aussie,she would probably need them back??LOL

it's like 2 Degree Celsius there *buuu-rrr*

Kaima and her new haircut((:

then we bus-ed to Hougang Mall for dinner
Kaima treated me to Ajisen Ramen((:
THANKIE KAIMA!! ;D

after that,
we went Popular to get Ryan's file before headin home((:

one final photo before we went our seperate ways.HAHA

p.s: not all the photos are uploaded.more on facebook((:

*i miss

i miss

MY BABY!:((

i hope he's doin well.

no,i know he's doin well.

he'd became alot fitter due to my motivation *cheyyy,as if huh x)*

but yeap,

he'd been goin to the gym..

runnin alot..

and his hardwork finally paid off-HE GOT GOLD FOR HIS 2.4^^

i'm soooo proud of u cutie.teehee

anyways,

shall countdown the days till my baby calls me to tell me good news!((:

**6 more days.........

to hear my hamscue's voice again

and

to Ryan's first book-out!

(kaima i help u countdown k ;D )

2009-06-17T23:09:00.011+08:00

Kenny Rogers!

*yayness*

Mom's treated us all to Kenny Rogers((:

heh.thankie mom!

my forte of takin photos in the toilet!haha.

their corn muffin!*yum yum*

F-O-O-D!!

Mom&Dad!((:

2nd aunt and Kaima!((:

and of course,

i get the best of both worlds!heh xD

big bro came to join us after his studyin..

while slicin the chicken halfway,my index finger cramped suddenly.

it's was so impromptu-.-

and it cramped for quite a while-.-"

Kaima was so sweet to cut the chiken for me!heh

thankie!! :D

Kaima gets her 2 yan dao!*happy woman alr* haha!

Kaima and her kai zais and loui xD

EVERYBODY IN! ;D

i went home with Kaima and 2nd aunt first

cuz Ryan was gonna call home between 9.30-10.30

while 2nd aunt wanted to watch her 9pm show^^

~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~

AND I FINALLY FINALLY COMPLETED MY COLLAGE!!

TADA!

*p.s: sorry if some of ur pics are not inside cuz that time i printed many

photos at one shot and was lazy to go print them again so i used some

to make my VDay pressies =X

so,if u received my VDay pressie,u were supposed to be in there!((:

just that i didn't print extra copies the photoswhich i used for the frames

so yeah....haha.sorry bout that!

Bels!are u surprised to still see this??hehe xD

i've kept it for soooo long!

i rmb u gave this to me when we were in sec 4((:

see...i treasure what u give me! ;D

went for Dawn's birthday celebration last Sat.

her parents spent a BOMB for her birthday!

the bbq food were very special!nothin i ate at the usual bbq b4!

of course the usual bbq food are still there but there were many different

type of nice bbq food too!heh.

AND!!

her parents specially imported this Jap costume for her from Japan.

DIRECT IMPORT!

omg,she's so fortunate!

she looks sooooo pretty in her costume!((:

i made friends with her childhood friends too!haha

they are super smart ppl.

one used to be from VJC,now's in OCS servin his NSF

the other is a female,she's so pretty!absolute natural beauty,i swear

she's tall,she's tan,she's smart,she has a beautiful figure...

she's so........PERFECT!

she would be my dream girl if i'm a guy.HAHA!

it's a pity i didn't take any photos with her:( *boohoo*

and yeap,she's studyin in VJC too((:

alright,day camp with ELF tml!

shall go to bed alr!

nites!

i miss my hamscue!!

he's goin in to the jungle tml..

baby,

do take good care of urself k!

i know u'll make me proud this time!!heh.

wherever u are,

i'm always close to u - in ur heart,

silently supportin u((:

2009-06-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

it's been ages since i wanna upload soooo
many photos.shall just upload random ones when i'm free!
i've so many Beijing photos to upload
plus those taken at PGP!
days spent there were really great!
the people there were A-W-E-S-O-M-E!!
esp. with Novi,Jocelyn,Sophie and Ranice around((:
not to forget our SLOs
who made this Seminar such a wonderful event!
3 cheers for them :
"Hip Hip Hurray!
Hip Hip Hurray!
Hip Hip Hurray!"
good thing the guys in my group were gentlemen too^^
excpet for Jeya who keeps disturbin me-.-
oh oh,and guess who i saw there too?
i asked Mabelynn to guess;she couldn't believe it
JERVY!^^
somebody who's always so playful,seldom does his homework,
et cetra..all the characters of a mischievous person u can think bout..

and i saw the teenage female who acts in most of Jack Neo's film
she kept lockin her eyes at me whenever i walk pass her...
freakkky...

I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE THERE! :DD
THANK U SO MUCH SG13!
I MISS U GUYS!
LET'S HAVE AN OUTIN SOOOOON! :D

*i miss my hamscue:(:(
i hope he's doin well for his JCC prep though..
baby,
i know u can do it yeah?
have faith in urself!
don't let me down
and,
come back with that pussy badge!! ;D

2009-06-11T08:50:00.002+08:00

"my brain works
my hand works.
i'm closer than ever to my baby,
cuzzies, friends and family.
i've got so much.
why should i still feel so emotional always?"

2009-06-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY HAMSCUE!!!

AND

HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY TO US BABY :DD

*edited*

2009-06-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

MABELYNN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MY DEAREST FRIEND(:

*edited*

2009-06-01T00:19:00.006+08:00

Off to NUS Prince George's Park
for a 5D4N Residential Programme(Pre-U Sem) in a few hours time!((:
i can say that i'm half excited,half worried
excited cuz i cant wait to make new friends and stay in the hostel
worried cuz i'm afraid there wouldn't be much time for me to study for term test
sigh.
and when i come back,
on the 5th,
when all had already finished their term test,
at night will be celebratin Mabelynn's bdae till the next day which is her actual birth date((:
on the 7th's Baby's bdae!!
then the next mornin,
i've AIMM PAPER.
all the way from Mon till Thurs i've paper.
omg,*faint*
i'm gonna be damn stressed.
and i'm sorry Bibi!!
that i've to postpone celebratin ur birthday:((
thankie for understandin((: muacks
and sorry Mabelynn!!
i won't be able to go clubbin with u guys(if it's decided)
i hope u understand =X

photos on Thursday-28/05/09-
random pics.haha

my Baby brought me to Cafe Cartel for dinner!
hehe.thankie my hammie! :D

photo on Saturday-30/05/09-

hee.Bibi's wearin my specs((:

he looks soooooo cute! :D

photos of TODAY Sunday-31/05/09-
heh.my hamscue scooped ice-cream for me after lunch^^

my ice-cream after many licks =P *slurps*

alrighty,off to do a little bit more of studyin b4 i turn in!

Good Luck to all those takin Term Test tml!

especially those takin AIMM PAPER!

i hope it's do-able!

*crossed-fingers*

2009-05-27T09:40:00.001+08:00

~ "Wealth can build a house, but can it build a home?"
"Wealth makes a person fall in love with it, but can it buy love?"
"Working to make both ends meet is one thing. Spending time & strengthin bonds are another."

With these,i thank God that i have my Family and Baby.thank u guys for always bein
there for me when i'm down,when i needed a scoldin,a pat on the shoulder,a listenin ear,
a shoulder to cry on...i named it they gave me. from the very bottom of my heart,thank u,
love ones.

not to forget all my gfs too-qing ai de,bels,bashirah sis,mabelynn(who'll never fail to make my day when i talk to her) and CPR(who's always so cheerful)

2009-05-26T00:35:00.001+08:00

guess what!ytd
Bibi made me try escargots in garlic and butter!
omg i tell u...
the smell of the food when it came was damn strong
i would classify the smell under the stench category.LOL
Bibi and i - we were like starin at it
and wrinklin our nose...
the smell was seriously,seriously unpleasant.
the thought of eatin escargots was actually quite impromptu
we wanted to eat fresh/live osyters
but the restaurant doesn't serve them anymore
so the waiter recommended us escargots.
i told baby, "no,if u wanna order u eat it urself"
but he said, "nvm just try la"
oh well,i guess a part of me wanted to try them too
so i agreed
and now that i had,
i'll probably not wanna eat them ever
or perhaps i will - if it's reeeelly reeeelly nice((:

we shouldn't have smiled in this pic.should be a
*thumbs-down* sign and a poutin or 'eee' face.LOL

Hamscue's steak in cow-shaped platter!cool right...

my beer-dipped Fish N Chips ;D
the taste's not bad i would say
but the food's very oily :S

I MISS MY HAMSCUE :((
my baby's in Tekong now for trainin prior to his upcomin JCC
i hope everythin's goin smoothly for him!!((:
jiayou bibi!!

*i wanna go kayakin with bibi!
**and i really really wanna do the NYAA Gold Award
and climb mountains!i'm serious,not jokin.
i asked big bro to take the NYAA together with me but he's not interested :( sigh.

2009-05-20T23:29:00.001+08:00

finished school at bout 2plus
then jiajie,levon and i went for lunch together((:
at first we wanted to go Business Park
but tong xue said, "like alot of people lei."
we decided to head for Mensa 2 and again,
there was wayyy too many people.LOL
so we settled down at Bistro Walk((:
we cam-hored like crazieee there!haha

my fish.jj's bolognese.((:

my new classmates^^

from left: levon,shirlee and jing ting((:

JIAJIE CLASSMATE!((:

WEE! d-e-s-s-e-r-t *SMILES*

she's very preeetty right??^^

LEVON!((:

after lunch we went to the library to do some research

for HTECH interview quiz on Monday
when we've found the book we wanted,
we went to the photocopyin machine,
fiddled with it for awhile,
before givin up and we went to the bookshop..
little did we know that the bookshop doesn't help students
to photocopy books-.-
exasperated,we went back to the photocopyin machine
and spent like 1hr tryin to photocopy those few pages!*argh*

then i went for my E.L.F trainin at 6.30((:
which is my new CCA
heh,met quite alot of new and nice people^^
absolutely duper friendly!
oh oh in case u don't know what E.L.F stands for,
it's Experiential Learning Facilitators
basically,
the CCA trains people,like us,
to be somewhat similar to an OL(orientation leader)
only we do slightly more((:

2009-05-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

i managed to steal a little time off studyin for FPATH
(which is seriously a total killer)
and sweat it out with my hamscue at Hougang Gym^^
it's duper small-.-
don't like,not nice at all.LOL.
i think even TP's Gym is bigger than that :X
oh well,
we both told each other we're not gonna go to any other gyms anymore
only the one at Tampines((:
anyways,after chiong-in soooo much for studyin,
not to mention forgoin the idea of goin to Xiaohui's place
to spend time with Aiai,Mabelynn and Xiaohui,
*i hope i do well for FPATH!!*

thankie baby!
for accompanyin me all the way
from thurs to sun!
just doin nothin but sleepin
while i study^^
thankie so much for not disturbin me
and lettin me study yet bein by my side.
hehe
love ya cutie!

*i wanna go rock-climbin with Bibi!!
if can,i wanna go climb real mountains too!hehe
**i wanna go travellin with my CJD!!
***i love gymin with hamscue too!just that sometimes i'm very lazy =/

*elaine once told me:
actually for close friends,
it's not necessary to always meet.
once in a while,
just send them a msg/sms to let them know that u're thinkin of them
and that they're not forgotten((:
that's enough to keep friendships goin^^

2009-05-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

embarrassin :X
i was in the library ytd with pretty
we were both sharin a com to check for some stuff
i'd no idea why i kept hiccuppin
but i managed to suppress them quite well
however,
when we were bout to leave,
out of no where,
one loud hiccup just popped up from my mouth!
those who did not have their earphones on
turned their heads at me!
it was so embarrassin!
qing ai de and i kept laughin.LOL

2009-05-10T22:43:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO MY DEAREST MOM

and of course to the other mothers in the world((:

i spent the whole day of Mothers' Day with my mom!^^

[well,i guess that's what Mothers' Day is bout-spendin time with ur mom((: ]

at my grandma's place,with most of my aunties.heh.

celebratin with many wonderful mothers was just such an excellent idea^^

we get to share lots of stories

of them bein mothers :D

2009-05-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

MR CHAN JIAN DA

IS DEEPLY MISSED

CASSANDRA WONG :DDD

2009-05-09T18:49:00.006+08:00

Vesak Day((:
this year's Vesak Day was less special for me
because one,
my baby isn't with me to go visitin
and two,
i didn't go to the one at Woodlands,
which is supposed to be a routine every year.
Woodlands first then Hougang.
but anyways,
i did go to the one Hougang((:

bathin the buddha!((:

the lotus 'pao' a.k.a 'sou tao' was super cute!it's very tiny.hehe

naked sou tao.LOL

damn nice scenery from my place just now!((:

some photos i took this week((:

actually,not really some.it's just 2

haha

durin friday's Pre-U meetin in LT^^

Shermaine(left) and Elaine(middle)!!((:

Elaine looks like a teacher right..haha

she's really nice and sweet((:

Shermaine's VERY smart(4 pointer) and

she's very into this Pre-u thingy as well :D

one night,i slept quite late and i saw Dad doin this...

amazin right!!??

i cant even do such a stunt-.-

'pei fu pei fu' (i guess in english it's called admire?lol)

2009-05-07T15:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 395days BABY!
or 1 year and 1 month :P
hehe.bibi said don't use the number 13
so i shalln't((:
stalking time till i leave school for tuition
so i might as well just blog.heh
went for the Pre-U briefin at IJC ytd.
i'm quite excited for the stay at NUS^^
haha.
we're gonna stay at the hostel at Prince George's Park!((:

it looks duper condo style and we get a room each ourselves!
wee!cool right... :DD
however,
i'll be takin my term tests durin the term break!
since both falls exactly at the same time.
sigh,why cant it be durin the term break?
then i won't have to worry bout tests:(
ahhh!
tell me bout it!
how uncool is that-.-sigh.
guess i gotta squeeze in as much study time as i can!

oh oh there was one night my cutie brough me to Geylang

for Frog Porridge!!

it was my first time eatin it

as i'm kinda against eatin frog cuz of the way they're killed

but it was delicious,

i shalln't deny!((:

THANKIE BABY! :D

*i miss my bibi:((
he's on stand-by again.
how shit is that?
oh well,
shall just use this time to study!^^

2009-05-02T09:52:00.005+08:00

wee!my sweet sweet cute cute baby's bringin breakfast for me now!
he knows that i slept at 2am ytd so wanted me to get more sleep((:
hehehe.thankie bibi!
love you love you love you!
MUACKS! :P

2009-05-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

A GREAT Trip to the Singapore ZOO!^^

first of all,

b4 i start sayin anythin,

i would like to say sorry to my GC mates for not joinin u guys

the event would be a whole day thing

and i have family dinner in the evenin..

so yeah..SORRY PEEPS!! :((

and.

Thankie Shinta and Ira for invitin me

to join u guys to THE ZOO! :D

it had changed alot since the last time i went there

which was like when i was in primary school?LOL

yeap.pretty long ago.

BUT

the place is still as BEAUTIFUL and smells the same.ahahah!

great people make great outins!heh((:

i shall wait for the rest to upload their photos first

b4 uploadin them all together^^

*i miss bibi!!

**my surprise from bibi was actually the ZOO! but since now i've gone

there alr,we'll go to Night Safari instead.hehehe((:

***i'm goin to fetch my baby from his camp tml at 8am!

then go for breakfast together^^

2009-04-27T23:29:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BERNICE THAM XIAOHUI!((:1day in advance
lessons ended at 5.
i had sooo much time to waste
so i sent my qing ai de to the bus stop((:
and while walkin back i saw Elora.LOL.
everytime i send pretty to take her bus,
on the way back,i'll see her.HAHA
it's alright.she seems quite nice to me^^
Aiai called me at 6plus and decided to meet me
at my school bus stop before makin our way to TM
to meet the birthday girl :D
Emmaneul(pardon me for the wrong spellin :X) was late:(
my poor stomach..haha.but it's okay^^
mabelynn couldnt join us :((
anyways,we took cab to the eatin place for their FAMOUS CHICKEN WINGS
which was near Seletar Camp and the Sinagpore Youth Flying Club((:

level 2 on the right,level 4 on the left((:

the level 6((:

mini hamburgers!!SUPERB!((:

very starchy yet niceeee clam chowder!((:

BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D

so after levels 2 and 4,this was the condtion of our lips.LOL

Emmaneul's lips became super red and thick!

then comes crazie photos!((:

Brownie cake for the lucky pretty birthday babe!

the brownie is damn damn nice!!((:

she wished,she wished,she wished!!((:

'wooh!'

then i took 39 with Aiai home((:

*birthday babe!hope u like the pressie Mabelynn and I got for u!^^

such a coincidence that my birthday's exactly 6mths after urs!((:

**i wanna turn 18 fast fast fast! :D

***thankie aiai!((:

****i love goin out with Mabelynn!((:

*****baby's bookin out tml!wee!

2009-04-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

22/04/09-wednesday-

had no lessons today

BUT

i still went to school.

to celebrate

DENISE GOH's BIRTHDAY((:

haha.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D

may all ur wishes and dreams come true kays!

saw Sherlyn and Andrea babes at the Sports Comm booth

while signin up at the CSC booth((:

the world is just sooo small! :D

preparin while the birthday girl is denied entry

23/04/09-thursday-

had no school again!LOL

how cool is that?

so,Mabelynn ended her classes at 6pm

and i met her at Dhoby Ghaut at 7((:

went to visit the petshop at Great World City

saw a dog bag that both of us thought really suited Xiaohui

plus it was pink but the base was white:(

Mabelynn called the other outlets and the person at KLP's outlet

told us there were many colors for that particular bag

so we made our way there..

who knows

when we went there we saw the same bag in black and brown colors only-.-

we were hopin to find the pink one with a black base-.-

oh well,we felt rather cast down already so we decided on the

black one in the end.it looked more sophisticated anyway((:

then we went for dinner at the foodcourt there

and watch Table of Glory.haha.

random photos on 21/04/09-tuesday-
had to stay in school all the way till 6pm for the next lesson-.-

fortunately i had Andrea to accompany me!hehe

thankie babe!^^

had a great chat with her((:

2009-04-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Start ur day with a smile :D
and make everyone around u happy^^

2009-04-20T20:08:00.001+08:00

Randomness bout me this hols((:
-Beijing trip was super fun!
-I LOVE my GC class.w/o them,this trip wouldn't be as fun(:
-GC class BBQ at Prashant's place was great!
-I had fun meetin my gfs b4 goin to Beijing!
-I enjoyed goin home and chattin with Sherlyn(:
-I love gymin(though i only went once) and goin to the stadium for runs with my hamscue! :P
-I wanna stay fit together with my baby! :D
-Thankie Bibi for the dinner treat at Sushi Tei,for treatin my family to durian,
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY SPENDIN EVERY SINGLE SECOND of ur free time with me!(:
-I learnt that sayin that u're together with the person for 7yrs doesn't matter.
it is what u do with the person for the whole of 7yrs that really matters :D
-Readin emo blogs make me emo too,thus i'm not goin to read blogs
that are emo nor scolds ppl(not pointin fingers at anybody^^).only happy blogs!((:
-Many childhood friends have changed alot
-Best friends never get angry or pet at the slightest things u do,
even if it meant smth they wished was the opposite answer(:
-I like feelin appreciated!^^
-I wanna have more first times with my beloved! :D
-I miss Bashirah!! :( thankie for that great chat babe!^^
-It's not bout how pretty u are that makes u beautiful,
it's bout how u bring out that inner beauty of urs that makes u beautiful! :D
-I'M GLAD MY BABY DIDN'T GO TO TAIWAN!!IF NOT I'LL BE MISSIN HIM LIKE CRAZIE,and i mean reeeeeally crazie
-last randomness of all,
THANKIE BIBI FOR PLANNIN EVERYTHIN ON OUR 1YR ANNIVERSARY^^

thank u for doin so so sooooooo many things for me.
I LOVE U MY SWEETIE PIE!

2009-04-18T02:47:00.002+08:00

i don't know why but i feel empty not talkin to my qing ai de =/
opps.alright i'm gettin disgustin?or too mushy?
school's startin on monday!!
ahhh!mixed feelins of happy and sad
lol.toodles~

2009-04-17T23:52:00.005+08:00

i'm soooo lazy to upload all my photos!
there's like thousands to be uploaded and if i do upload them,
it's gonna take me forever.LOL.
guess i shall just upload a few great ones^^
especially the ones at the GREAT WALL!!!
not gonna do it now though,
i'm duper lazy and tired.ahhahaha.
ever since i came back from Beijing,
my everyday was spent goin to school,
meetin up for Final Presentation,
microsoft word microsoft word and lots of microsoft word!-.-
but i'm glad the presentation's over and
i've finished my trip report((: *yayness* haha.

Presentation day, which was on monday,
was super tirin.went to school at 11 and finished at 6!
was jaded,seriously.

despite my hectic scchedule,thankie baby for bein there for me!as always((:
I LOVE U!! :D

2009-04-11T01:45:00.004+08:00

met up with pris in the mornin to do our hair
at MJ hairdressin salon.
the hair stylist graduated from TONI&GUY
and opened her own salon.
thankie pris for bringin me there!
i love my new hair.haha.
though there's not much difference as i didn't dare
to cut my length.didn't want my curls to die =/

then,
to celebrate bro's(calvin's) birthday,
we went to eat some nasi lemak buffet at Garden Resturant!
the food was quite nice,surprisingly.haha.
the restaurant was super quiet but i love this kinda tranquility((:
anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO U BRO!^^

bibi's creation.LOL

pee-ka-BOO! :P

then we took cab home cuz bibi's

card had little value left^^

i love my family.

and.

of course,

i love my baby too! :D

2009-04-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

1 YEAR @ SENTOSA!^^
yeap yeap,my one year anniversary was spent at Sentosa
nothin special,but i had fun there!((:
we played the LUGE and Skyride,
smth which 've always wanted to play^^
the Extreme Log ride was so-so
while the 4D matrix was too dramatic.LOL
but it's alright.doin just anythin with my baby can only be
described with one word - FUN!^^
hehe i just LOVE spendin time with my hamscue :D

takin the train to Sentosa.....

up the skyride we went!((:

i look damn ugly in this pic but i think my hammie's very cute here.hee x)

to the 4D Matrix....

then to the Extreme Log Ride....

then down via thee LUGE!!weeee!

and
and
AND!
my one year pressie from babyy!

home sweet home((:

back in my baby's arms,where i belong.hehe

he gave it to me on the day i touched down.
I SUPER LOVE IT CAN.HEHE
THANKIE SWEETIE!!

2009-04-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

WE ARE 1 YEAR OLD BIBI!(((:

i shall not type a long post cuz

it's not the quantity that counts

but it's the quality((:

i know that sounded really cliche =/

Thankie for catchin me whn i fall

Thankie for always bein here with me to show

me ur cute face that'll make me smile

when i'm down(((:

even if u're not here with me,

u'll do anythin just to make me smile
Thankie for treatin me duper nice!

like a princess((:

Most of all,thankie for showerin me with

all ur love,care,concern,

HUGS AND KISSES!!!

baby,

my love for u will last for as long

as the Earth continues to spin!

Even if people say that u're not cute,

to me,u're the cutest!heh :P

I LOVE U MY HAMMIE!!

*kiss kiss*

2009-03-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

In a few hours time,
i would be goin up on a plane alr.
i know i would just be goin for 1week
but i don't know why i feel it's gonna be
very long...like i'm goin there permanently kinda thing.....

To all my gfs(u know who u are),
pls do take good care of urself kaes!
cassandra will miss u ALOT! :D

To my family:
*dearest mom
(though she'll never see this,i still wanna put this down),
I LOVE U!
please don't think too much already k!
i'll always be ur pillar whenever u need me!
i'll try and spend more time with u!
i'm sorry:(

*my bros,
study hard!(((:

*dad,
I LOVE U too!
take care of mom!((:
of course he will,silly u cass

Last but not least,
to my Hamscue!
baby,i'm gonna miss u like hell!
please be a good boy k!
heh.and please please please please!
take care of urself and don't sleep too late!
I LOVE U,my bibi!!

From the bottom of my heart,
i love u all!:)

2009-03-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

damn i'm havin a bad flu now!
oh no oh no oh no!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2009-03-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

I keep tellin myself
i've to stop thinkin bout it!
but my mind just won't.sigh
thankie to all the ladies who
were willin to go out with me
for the whole of this week!
i told myself i've to keep my
mind occupied to not think bout it
thank u babes!(((:
u know who u are^^

*cuz i've got u,
to make me feel stronger :D

2009-03-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

Double Outin^^
26/03/09-thursday-

Far East with Mabelle(((((:
met up with Bels at Far East at 11.
conincidentally,both of us didn't have breakfast
so we went Han's to eat((: wasn't feelin that well,
had a feelin that i was goin to fall sick,which i cant afford to
so i ate salmon congee.Bels ate grilled dory fillet.quite nice :D

we cam-hored a little first b4 proceedin with our shoppin.
it's been super long since i last went to Far East!
i think bout slightly more than half a year? :X

a little more cam-horin in the toilei,again :X

finally went to Lily's shop and bought 2 tops and a short^^
bought my hp pouch and strap too!
but the design of the phone for tyin the stap is like so unstable.
what the heck.like waste my money:( oh well...
Bels bought a sandal which,i think,really suits her^^
i couldn't find mine:(
*sobs*

then
BBQ with T01!^^[ my class is so enthu!((: ]

went our seperate ways at 4plus and i took mrt to TPY then
bus-ed kallang then Prashant's condo((:
games games games
photos photos photos
chit chat chit chat chit chat :D
yeap basically that was what i did there((:
then when home with Sherlynn and we chatted ALOT^^
she's so chatty and really really cute!((:
i had a nice time chattin with u babe! :D
oh oh and i forgot to take a one-one photo with CPR:((

written by CPR! :D

the BBQ girls((: thankie for bbq-in!!^^

Shiping((:

Sherylnn,me,Shiping and Pei Rong a.k.a CPR!((:

the top peeps are Yan Lin,Jia Min and Shinn!!((:

Zong You and Peng Hann((:

aren't the charcoals CUTE??((:

Sherlynn showin off her specialities!!^^

tryin to touch their elbow with their tongue!LOL

Sherlynn!!((:

Sherlynn moved away too fast!:(
another constipated face from me :P

bbq-ed by Sherlynn!very nice!!((:

one of the biggest koi fish i've ever seen((:

ever heard of Charlies Angels?this's Kephren's Angels :P

and they suddenly shocked him by pickin him up,throwin him into the pool!

and the wet guy went round huggin ppl,makin them wet-.-

Ernie got thrown in too!

LOL!

damn!there were other photos taken at the BBQ that i wanted to post

but they were all resized to super small:(( thus no point postin i guess

shall just keep them for myself :D

and i spent my day today by: goin to school in the mornin,

goin to the whole stretch of temples at Tampines to pray,

and doin this when i get home!((:

they're souveniers for the people in Bejing.i hope they like them^^

since i'm flyin off tml alr,i decided to be a homely girl and stay at home^^

2009-03-26T01:26:00.004+08:00

heck,it's 1.30am and I still cant sleep
i don't know what's wrong with everythin
it's just.....
argh,i don't know
forget it
dammit.
i'm not gonna be so easy on anybody
anymore.twice i'd done that and the
same things happened.
i will not be so stupid ever again.
我又流着眼泪睡觉了

2009-03-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

~~threesome~~double meetin :D
went to visit grandparents again as i
would be flyin to Beijing on sat alr..
saw Melvinder on the way there too.LOL.
then,i went to Punggol Temple to pray before
headin to Aiai's office to fetch her^^
Mabelynn was supposed to join us too!:(
but she was sick so couldn't make it:(
anyways,i hope u get well soon!((:
so,Aiai and i took bus 65 to Dhoby Ghaut
the journey was super long-.-but it's alright
we chatted alot^^
there after,we mrt-ed to City Hall and walk to Pennisula to get my bag((:

i hope i made the right choice by gettin this design...but i guess it should be yes?Aiai's choice lei..i trust her taste((:

bought bubble tea on the way to LJS but sat outside to talk again before takin our dinner..

'chop-chop' with eatin and made our way to Marina Square((:

didn't shop much though,cuz by the time majority of the shops had closed alr:(
cam-hored in the toilet,as usual.LOL.
and i finally bought my high-waist skirt!!^^credits to Aiai for helpin me to find :D
mrt-ed home at 11^^

Aiai said haven't taken this post for quite some time alr so we took^^

nonetheless,i had fun^^thankie Aiai! :D

2009-03-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

Dual Date^^
went to mom's office to fetch her after work!((:
this is the first time i'm doin so though.hehe
then we went Toa Payoh to get more stuff
for my Beijing trip.LOL
i thought we were gonna eat out for dinner
as that was what she told me the night before i slept
then apparently,in the mornin,while i was still sleepin,
she woke me up and told me we're gonna eat at home
instead since she told me to cook for bros before i leave house
she said i acknowledge her and even looked at her!
LOL.i guess i was still in dreamland of my hammie
when i did that.opps :X

Leen asked me if I was free today and i was still thinkin
that i was goin to have dinner with mom so i told her i
couldn't make it.
but after i found out bout that,i msged her again
to ask if she was still available and yeap,she still is
woots!
so after shoppin with Mom,
she went to meet Dad at Safra after his run and games
of squash while i went to meet Leen(((:

we went Crystal Jade to eat.
the peanuts was damn unique and nice!
cuz it's made of wasabi!
LOL.quite spicy,but nice((:
and i ate porridge-.-
the chef didn't remove the scales on the fish!-.-
and the liver was half-cooked only
it was still bloody and stuff.eeeww
not nice at all.
plus i paid 10 bucks just to eat porridge
9,80 to be exact.wth!-.- angry

but the anger dissipated fast((:

after that we went to Toa Payoh Garden to
chill, talk and take photos.haha!

we went our seperate way at bout 10.15
and i took bus home while Leen waked home^^

reached home bout 10 mins ago..
Bibi said Aiai not guai:(
never go home early:(
cuz my place there's real dark and quiet at night
so he's worried for me...
he said u wanna go home late,can
u ask ur mom to fetch u at ur bus-stop.diao*
thank u sweetie,i'm home safely(((:
i miss my hamscue! :(

2009-03-23T23:28:00.011+08:00

Dinner with Qing Ai De(((:
pre-u seminar meetin ended at 6
and i went to AS4 to look for
pretty.saw Xing Yi on the way and she
told me there was no one inside alr...
i was quite stunned for a moment
i thought Qing Ai De forgot bout our meetin:(
called her cell but she didn't answer
i decided to go to the library to do some typin
which i gotta do first while waitin for her call((:
and yeap,she called me back!^^wee!
we went Hougang Mall to eat Pepper Lunch
haha.it'll be easier for both of us to go home((:
took a few pics there too^^

mine(:

qing ai de's(:

PRETTY!!(:

i was talkin to my Bibi on the phone :D

we both love this pic,yes qing ai de?^^

after that we went toilet and cam-hored..

qing ai de said i looked very small in the photo.LOL

then we went to Guardian to find my conditioner
and i still cant find it-.-
we tried out the new Mabeline mascara too!
then went back to toilet to cam-hore again
LOL.

another version of Sir Stamford Raffles :D

pretty said my bag looks bigger than me here.LOL

say HELLO to the pretty lady here!^^

constipated face!

a very cute photo.LOL

she was sayin "why wanna take a photo when u cant see ur face?" :D

*a short meetin but a great one!((:
thankie so much babe,for makin time to meet me
before my trip to Beijing!^^
I LOVE U! :D

2009-03-22T22:00:00.004+08:00

Bibi's Treats^^
past few days my Hamscue treated me
to good food!haha.
he's goin in for his exercise alr..
for 5 days!
after which,it'll be my turn to go Beijing for 1 week!!
OMG!!
it's gonna be 2 WEEKS till i get to see him again!:((
I'M GONNA MISS U ALOT MY SWEEITE!
hopefully my baby will be able to send me off......

19/03/09-thursday-
i had school till 6,again-.-
then went to meet my Bibi,of course
LOL.
Hamscue brought me to eat Ding Tai Fong!
it's always been somewhr i wanted to eat with
my baby long time ago..
thankie hammie for the treat!!((:

XIAO LONG BAO!!!wahahaha

20/03/09-friday-
Hamscue wanted to eat this before his exercise
so we went to ASTON!!^^
i really love the food there
and i think they're better than Botak Jones
u pay lower prices,
u sit in an environment which is air-conditioned
rather than in a coffee shop,
their drinks are duper cheap,
why not go to ASTON instead??^^
keep it up peeps! :D
the only disadvantage is that u gotta queue
and i mean queue really long

opps and i realized i didn't take any photos of my food:(
sorry i was too hungry.heh

21/03/09-saturday-
didn't do much the whole day cuz it was rainin
just chilled at my hammie's place till
evenin and then to TM for LJS,finally
before my exams i wanted to eat that with my baby
alr...till now then i get to eat that-.-
but still,thankie for accompanyin me to eat that baby
i know u don't really like to =/

TODAY-sunday-
went to Bibi's place to see if i could borrow anythin
LOL.and yeap,auntie gave me alot of clothes
and lent me a luggage!^^ thankie auntie!
but i'm still gonna return u the clothes!((:
then we went to shop for some more stuff
for my Beijing trip and get baby's stuff too
Aiai asked if i wanted to join her and Mabelynn
to IKEA.sorry i couldn't make it ladies!
time was really short :(
rushed here and there..
it's always an Amazin Race with Bibi
whenever he's goin for some exercise
but i like it though((:
not him bein last min,of course
but rushin here and there,racin against time^^
however,if he doesn't do things last min
then i guess there wouldn't be any Amazin Race:(
so i'm glad there is :D
took cab to Bibi's camp to send him in..
he gotta book in super early,which is like crazie
hate it.
came home for dinner and here i am bloggin^^

2009-03-20T23:12:00.014+08:00

Sports Camp with Pathlight kids((((:
hmm.ok.a brief introduction first before i start
on my post..
for those who are unaware of what Pathlight is,
it's a school for autistic children
And why would i be there?
well,cuz Dad's workin as a gym teacher over there
and the teacher in-charge of this camp
asked if he wanted to volunteer and help out
to look after the kids durin the camp
and since Dad agreed,he decided to ask me too^^
and i'm glad i went((:
it was really an eye-opener for me!
see how the kids are like,
made new friends,most of them were from RJC!
now waitin to enter NUS
and
and
and!
i saw lots of beautiful sceneries!!woohoo! :D

I saw Denise Phua too!
her son was in the group i was takin care of,
the secondary school boys.
i didn't know that till one of the volunteers told me.lol

So,first stop of the camp,
we went to Toa Payoh Stadium to do some work-out
and the students practiced for their upcomin Sports Day
At bout 10.30,we made our way to Kent Ridge Park
i remembered some time back Dad brought us there once..
various stations of activities were planned for them there
and they played there.
one guy in my group really enjoyed the stations and did
5 times for all of them!LOL
then we had lunch and off to the Canopy Walk!
kinda like a tree top walk,but it's not very high((:
we walked..and walked..and walked
and finally reached The Hortpark!
the place is super beautiful!
the students played some sports there too
before goin in to the playground.

alright,i'm borin u with my words
so i shall let the pics do the talkin!((:
Due to certain reasons,
pics of these students are not allowed to be post
up in blogs,inernets,what so ever
so as to protect them
thus i can only post pics of sceneries
i'm sorry that my angles or the way i snap the pic
ain't that good..
Anyways,do enjoy!^^

mornin view at my place((:

breifin and gettin ready((:

there's this dead and harden lizard which i saw.eeew

we climbed this hill.it's like duper steep and high!

the flowers grow downwards!

views from the top of Kent Ridge Park((:

Dad looks so fierce here =/

SITI!!(((:

and the journey beings...LOL

a path that meanders.cool isn't it?(((:

if i'm not wrong it's called The Glass House,where they grow many flowers inside

PRETTY!!^^

The collection of The Wizard of Oz!(((:

this is damn cool!it's made of hay((:

There's a Hydrophonics Farm in the playground!((:

how i wish my house looks like that too!

*mental note,cass* :P

OMG I WANNA WALK THIS BRIDGE!!

IS ANYBODY INTERESTED TOO??(((:

2009-03-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

Dinner @ Swensons on Aiai's Birthday^^

after sch Bibi came to fetch me!^^
then we took bus to Orchad Heeren to meet
Aiai,Daniel,Mabelynn,Xiao Hui,Emmanuel and Jing Yi((:

Jing Yi((:

Panda and Hammie!!((:

*I <3>

damn!can see me tip-toein-.-

then we went Amber 21 for a while..

Hamscue and Daniel drank beer while

we sang song,well emmanuel and i sang one song only.haha :D

left b4 12 so that we won't have to pay midnight charge! :D

Emmanuel((:

Xiao Hui((:

*even thought ur birthday's over alr,

even though u're already 18,

i still wanna wish u

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!^^

2009-03-19T23:10:00.001+08:00

16/03/09-monday-
test ended at 11.10 so there was still like 2hr plus of break
before the pre-trip briefin starts
so my GC class decided to go to Tampines Mall for lunch((:
after that we went arcade!!
roy played the para-para dance with loads of enthusiasm
while Kephren and Zong You played the DDR
steffi and you jing played bball on one machine where
they managed to beat the highest score!CONGRATS BABES!^^
as for me,i just watched and took videos(((:
unfortunately,i've no idea how to upload videos :(
*boohoo :'( oh well,i guess i won't do so then......
i'm lazy to learn and do so :P

CaYoJaDiBe's march outing!(((:
17/03/09-tuesday-
met up with the rest at Changi Airport at 6.30pm
and we went to have our dinner!wanted to eat popeye
but Bels didn't wanna have fastfood
so in the end we went to BREEKS^^
i ate the club sandwich there which is like,heaven *ahh~
managed to catch up on what each were doin
and.....we took lots of photos!wee!((:
and i mean ALOT

Nian Deng's dory fillet spaghetti((:

Zhi Yong's beef burger((:

Zi Hao's potato island((:

my club sandwich((:

Mabel's buffalo wings((:

the smell was 'delicious' x)

i love the way this pic was taken!^^

credits to Nian Deng!!((:

lots of i take u when u takin photo photos

LOL.ok that's if u get what i mean-.-

i love tis pic too!^^

Zhi Yong's wavin with his head!!((:

Nian Deng's havin fun with Bel's cam :D

the next few photos were shutter shots meanin that if u smile

the camera will snap.how cool a feature huh?LOL

very retarded.enjoy :P

are thinkin why my hand was in that position?

cuz i was sayin "what the hell!" when the camera snapped-.-

Bels was tellin Nian Deng "stop makin me laugh!" :D

and Zhi Yong says "finally a proper photo! ok let's eat"

i guess our food was gettin cold alr =/

then we walked to Candy Empire at T3 to get our sweet treats

and went to the chairs and table to sit for last few rounds

of photo-takin session,for me only:( , b4 i had to leave...

sorry BASS a.k.a yojadibe,

i gotta leave early =/

thankie to Bels for the photos so i know what they did

after i left.THANKIE BABE! U ROCK!(((:

SUPER GREAT DAY INDEED!^^

2009-03-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

before the clock strikes 12

before this once-in-a-lifetime day ends

before dawn strikes

there is this one person

one very special person

whom i wanna dedicate this post to

throughout this many years that i've known her,

she has been the one...

who is always there for me whenever i need her

thus been through numerous ups and downs with me

who'll always start a topic to talk bout

whenever i run outta things to say

whom i feel really comforable with even if there's silence

we'll just enjoy each other's company(:

who is very forgivin

will still wanna go out with me even after i played her

out ,last minute, a couple of times

who lied to me and came down at 12am to my place to celebrate my 17th birthday

who filled my life with tons of fun,laughter,tears,

enjoyment,ups and downs through our friendship years

who sends sweet messages to me

once in a while to let me know that i'm being thought of

and she's still doin these so

this very GREAT person

is none other than

YEO JIN PING a.k.a MY AIAI :D

thank u babe for doin all those for me

those are greatly apprecated,really

i wanna wish u

A VERY HAPPY HAPPY MATURE 18TH BRTHDAY! :P

my AIAI ROCKS

i LOVE HER :DDD

**sorry for being sooooo late =/

2009-03-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

before the clock strikes 12

before this once-in-a-lifetime day ends

before dawn strikes

there is this one person

one very special person

whom i wanna dedicate this post to

throughout this many years that i've known her,she has been the one...who is always there for me whenever i need herthus been through numerous ups and downs with mewho'll always start a topic to talk boutwhenever i run outta things to saywhom i feel really comforable with even if there's silencewe'll just enjoy each other's company(:who is very forgivinwill still wanna go out with me even after i played herout ,last minute, a couple of timeswho came down at 12am to my place to celebrate my 17th birthdaywho filled my life with tons of fun,laughter,tears,enjoyment,ups and downs through our friendship years
and she's still doin these so

2009-03-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

WENT FOR AIAI'S 18TH BIRTHDAY CHALET!!^^

THOUGH I ONLY WENT FOR AWHILE,

I STILL HAD FUN CHATTIN AND DOIN NOTHIN :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIAIAIAIAI!! ;DD

didn't take much pics though...

aiai didn't say wanna take any pic with me:(((

haha it's ok anyways.stayed till the next mornin

with aiai,daniel and hamscue and checked out with them

Bibi needed to use the toilet so we didn't go home tgt

with them.had brunch after the toilet b4 headin home.LOL

*i hate the feelin of bein unappreciated

forget it things are always like that

we should treat ppl good not cuz we want anythin

from them but simply cuz we want to((:

i've learnt that.i'm nt gonna expect anythin

from now on.....

**i wanna be a Buddha.

random for me to say that but yeah,

i wanna be one!((: