if only......do you really think i'm like that?
Just a few days ago,
i was having a chat with Arif and Ashik about girlfriends
LOL.
Arif was like tellin me he know's that when his girlfriend
suddenly gets angry at small little things or gets quarrelsome,
which she usually isn't and is very nice,
it is an indication of her 1 week PMS-ing,
after which her period will come.
then i ask him
what he'll do when she's like that?
and he said he'll just give in to her,
try his best not to make her angry etc etc...
cuz he knows that durin that 1 week,
there's some hormonal changes goin on in the female's body
that causes her to act in such a way.
after i heard that
i was like wow.....
sigh.if only bibi can tell the difference
and understand
that i'm not tryin to make things difficult for him...
22:12
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i hate to make people angry
i hate seein people around me get angry and then show me attitude
i seldom get angry and show my tantrums
sigh.
how i wish i can feel this way towards u
i'm usually nice to people but i wonder why sometimes i'm not to u
i hate these ugly memories
sigh.
how i wish they'll just disappear....
i really don't wish to think about them
but i wonder why they just keep comin back
sigh.
22:14
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it has been quite a while since i last typed in this space
and i guess my mind had been filled with
mixed thoughts durin this period....
i may not have a great voice like her but i will still want to sing for u
i may not be understanding at times but i will try to be more often
i may not do a perfect job in ironing ur clothes but i will try to
i may not have a good memory but i will try to be ur best personal planner and assistant
i may not like the idea of u falling aslp before me but i will want to sayang u to sleep
i may not like the idea of u always being busy but still, i will want to support u silently
i may not be the happiest person in this world but i will try to be
i may not be the best girlfriend in the world but i will try to be the best one for u
and bibi,
aiai want to tell u that if u really go for deployment
and when u come back i'm gone
it means that i'm not a good person
so u don't have to get upset k
i'm sure u'll be able to find somebody better (:
17:54
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