MY COUGH HAS GOTTEN BETTER
AND LOVELY CREDITS TO
MY CUTIEPIE! ;D
*loves

oh oh bibi got me tickets
to YOG preview too!
hehehe.
thanks honey!

08:43
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omg when i saw it i was damn touched!

17:06
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我的爱

前者我的手一起走过这个不好走的路好吗？

因为我知道当我们走完这条路以后

在眼前就会是幸福

你说对不对？(:

15:54
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i sayang my bibi durin the whole journey to school!
even when my hand got tired,
i moved to a lower angle - his arm
hehe.i wondered if he noticed though

oh and i was havin this conversation with bibi
which i felt kinda disappointed and irritated
Bibi: tired tired..work 7 days a week
Aiai: it's ok..Aiai give bibi a back massage k
Bibi: actually there's only one reason why bibi's workin's hard
Aiai: what?
then there's no reply alr..
actually i could guess what the answer was gonna be
(or maybe i'm thinkin too much that that is gonna be the answer)
but somehow i feel that it's totally not sincere at all
it's just to say to make one happy and then period.argh

anyways, i don't intend to tell hamscue
that i've started bloggin again
furthermore, the reason was him.
i guess i'll just let everythin flow
and see how it goes.......

maybe one day he'll look back
or maybe he'll just look forward and never look back............

16:59
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Congrats to my Hamscue for managing to close 2 deals!(((:
hehe. at least it was worth goin down even though u were tired
BIBI JIAYOU K!
aiai will always be behind you ;)

10:48
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我多么希望这一切多没有发生过，那我就不会去想它或犹豫什么了。

22:51
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sigh.
i had so much to do yesterday
but i tried my best to finish
ironin and washin bibi's clothes
so that he'll have a fresh set of suit to wear for his event today
but i guess bibi didn't realize how much i had done for him...
sigh.
am i really such a disappointment?
or is it that he probably just didn't take much notice of it
and taken what i had done for him for granted?

nevertheless,
i tell myself i will just continue to do my best
and be a good girlfriend.
cass,u can.

20:57
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I LOVE YOU MOM!
omg my mom,
is like the BESTEST
well there probably isn't sich word in the dictionary
but in mine, there is(:
or perhaps,
no word can ever describe this greatest woman i know,
i have, and forever will love ;)

when she knew that i didn't have enough blood in me
(my hands felt totally cold in the bus and my nails were literally purple)
she went to find out what could be done.
Indeed she discovered a remedy
and the next day,
she boiled it for me to drink.
i was so touched, seriously!
thank you so much mom!

and i love it the way
she showed so much interest in Colin's week in camp.
When he comes back durin the weekends
she will, without fail ask bout how his week was.
but as usual,
my bro will just reply half-heartedly
as three-quarter of his heart had been attached to the computer-.-
i hope that one day Colin will know how lucky he is
to have Mom asking him bout his camp-life....

23:20
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i just wanna love you
i finally bought the HTC Legend casing for bibi!
but i'm quite disappointed after anticipating it for so long
cuz the material look totally cheap!
cant even tell that it's real leather (well the website claimed so) -.-
argh!

mom had accidentally spilled the beans to him one day when we got home
so i pretended that i wasn't goin to get it alr
and waited till bibi went for outfield
before ordering it.
fortunately it arrived the day before he comes back
so yay!i managed to surprise him(:
BUT STILL...sigh.

oh well, what done has been done.
hope bibi likes it though!

and i need to start kickin away this bad thinkin of mine! :(

for now,
i just want to treat my baby to the best that i can
to show him lesser of my attitudes
to wash all his clothes and iron them whenever he needs it
no matter how tired i am
to bake as many of his favorites for him as possible
and to love him(:
because if one day we're not together anymore
at least, i know i had done my best
to be a good girlfriend. :)
and if one day he were to look back without regrets,
he'll only remember all the happy things
and the ugly past - vague, close to elimination from the mind.

23:06
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Monday BLUES SMLES

HELLO WORLD! ;D
ok,i've decided to start bloggin again after soooooo long;
and after bein spurred by my baby's enthusiasm in readin my blog.heh

anyways, a little update on myself before resurfacin fully since my
disappearence 245days ago ;)

ever since my last post,
i wasn't really in the mood of bloggin anymore because blooger
takes like forever to get photos uploaded.
it's especially irritating when i've tons of photos to upload =/

there was also another reason which i didn't want to admit
but i guess i'll have to now and that is,
i was hopin that Hamscue would express his feelins or thoughts
to me after readin my sweet posts to him
and perhaps do the same back to me.
BUT those postings kinda became an expected thing from me to him
so if i didn't post anythin, he would make noise.
i was quite pissed also cuz i wasn't gettin anythin in return
plus he was startin to treat me for granted
(cuz the posts became smth expected and not surprisin anymore)

however, i realized that
the joy of giving is not about expecting smth in return;
it's about feelin great when u've done it(:
so yeap, i guess i've managed to 'psycho' myself into that ;D
but anyway, baby said he'll try not to take me for granted anymore
so i guess i shall just wait and see(:

oh and it doesn't really matter who's reading my blog already
because all it matters is that one person who'll read it
and that, of course, is my hammie(:
cuz u're the reason that i'm startin to blog again ;)

oh well, i won't be seeing my cutie pie till wed or thurs
as he'll be outfield:(
nonetheless, i still wanna tell him to take good care of himself,
that i'll miss him tons,
and that I LOVE HIM ;D

10:43
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有你就好♥