oppsie =/
i guess it's been super long since i last blogged
it's time i update...^^

-24/10-fri
after school i went over to Aiai's ofice to look for her.we were supposed to leave there before 7 and reach Bugis at 8 to meet Mabelynn and Xiao Hui.however we ended up eatin sushi,drinkin champagne and other wines.LOL.in the end Aiai was drunk!we reached Bugis at around 9 and went to find the lovelys.we went to TopOne KTV and sang from 12midnight to 5.30 in the mornin(((: after that Aiai and i took a cab down to Kallang to fetch my Bibi before goin to Tampines to drop Aiai of and finnaly home sweet home at Bibi's place :D

*photos grabbed from aiai's blog(:
for more,do visit her blog^^

alright shall stop here already.gotta go prepare for school!will upload the pics when i'm not so lazy =X
Au Voir!(:

10:33
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this post is dedicated to my Aiai((:

babe,i just wanna let u know that whatever happens,
u'll always have ur panda,red bean and xiao hui and I.
god will always be fair.
yes,life may be difficult now
but things will get better one day.
believe me on this ok?
don't think too much..
just be happy with what is given to us now
and not think of the unhappy stuff.
life's too short girl!
so what if others have this or that that u don't have?
u have stuff that others don't have too.
look at things this way yes?
u can talk to me anytime,
i'll be here for u.
i may not have fantastic advices for u
but i promise u i'll be ur listenin ear,
a shoulder for u to lean on.
just remember that u'll always have us by ur side! :D
cheer up =)

23:18
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HAPPY 200DAYS HAMSCUE!! :D
bibi's comin back from Tekong tonight *lalala
i'm sure he's super tired
and he told me he didn't have proper bed to sleep there even!
my poor little thing..
he's gonna draw me how everythin looks like there later.haha

psst psst..
i'm givin my bibi a surprise =P
since there's only one lecture for today and it starts at 3
i dropped by bibi's house to put his gifts on the bed
and put all the photos i printed the other time into the photo album^^
i've finally done it!! *happy happy
and i told him i wouldnt be able to meet him tonight cuz i've gotta go home early
LOL.i just love surprisin him((:
anyways,hope he'll like the gifts and will be thrilled by what will happen later!^^

WELCOME BACK MY HAMSCUE!! =)

~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~`~

meetin up with Aiai,Mabelynn and Xiao Hui later((:
we're goin Top One KTV at Bugis^^

17:00
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I MISS MY BABYYY :(((
i miss him so much i'm gettin lovesicked =X
i miss him accompanyin me to visit my grandma when she's in the hospital
i miss spendin my weekends with him
i miss his funny yet cute action
i miss his hamster face
i miss holdin his hand
i miss his touch
i miss snugglin next to him in his arms
i miss watchin movies with him at his place
i miss havin meals with him
i miss slackin with him
i miss doin things with him,even if it means lyin on the bed the whole day and doin nothin

missin u is not a habit,but u,my hamscue,has become my habit;a good habit
so i don't want to kick away this habit of mine!
cuz i never wanna kick u away
no matter how hurtin the way u've treated me
how sad u made me
or how much we quarrelled
i'll still love u the same!
my love for u will not descend but instead keep ascendin as the days go by
it'll only get stronger day by day..
and i believe we can make it to 'heaven' one day...together
us locked in each others embrace...

21:27
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hello readers!i've created a new poll!do try it yes?heh :D
cheers~

22:01
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i made my qing ai de cry just now :(((
i'm sorry my babe!
don't think too much yes?
i'll always be here whenever u need me :D
hope everythin goes right for u!
*LOVES

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14:58
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i pondered alot last night
as i pondered,i stumbled too
i realized alot of things
i realized i always think i'm right
i realized i cant let go of the past easily
i realized i couldn't forgive and forget easily
i realized i've a weak heart
i realized there's alot of small things which bibi had done
for me but i haven't opened my eyes wide enough to notice them
for example,he lent me his palm handheld for me to keep
whatever documents that i need inside,like my timetable
he also bought me a lappy for me to use it for schoolwork purposes
i realized i'm quite stubborn in certain ways
i realized i've let a few people down too
i had been a disappointment to the people around me
thus,i'm utterly disaappointed in myself
look at the mess of shit u've created cass!
thanks to u everythin's down for u
thanks to u everythin's in a mess
thanks to u everythin's shitty!
dammmmit
plus plus plus..school's startin tml :((((
everythin's gonna start pilin up.argh!

12:07
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u on sellainen toimija, tekopyhä!

11:49
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sigh..not really in the mood for anythin these few days..
grandma's ill,
she's in the hospital.
hamscue's out-stationed,
he's in Tekong.
patrica's busy,
she didn't update My Wok Life.
friends seem so distant,
they wear a mask.
kinda lost contct with Becky,
she's in aussie.
man..what's with everythin??

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19:07
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Dinner with Aiai((:
i bought a photo album when i was out with priska..i wanna take lots and lots of photo with my hamscue,print them out,and put them in the photo album!!((: photos always help us remember what we did on that day^^

went to Aiai's office to meet her in the evenin and we bus-ed down to Bugis..it's been a super long time since just the two of us hung out:(( and it's also the first time my hamscue's waitin obediently for me at his place and not outside with his friends.hehe

had our dinner at red pot at Parco Bugis.they have a very unique way of presentin their food and their milk tea's in a small jug.super cute^^ visit my aiai's(jinping) blog if u wanna see the pics((: i'm lazy to grab the photos haha :X we sat there and chilled till bout 10plus before takin mrt home..i'm goin to hamscue's place so i took the train with her..really had a great time spendin time with u girl!!meet up soon again,yes? :D

and here i am at hamscue's place bloggin^^ciao~

23:47
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Squash and shoppin with Ming Feng! :D
i booked the squash court in school and played squash with Ming Feng!it was fun,fun fun!((: we played till bout 4 b4 goin to take our shower and proceeded to Bedok Interchange to get Bubble Tea and look at bags..didn't see anythin nice though so we mrt-ed down to Bugis..and oh my god i saw lots of nice clothins!!so i ended up spendin alot on clothins,a pair of shoe,and a new bag((: it's time i get a new bag anyway.hehe

and and and...we forgot to do the most basic thing!!and that was to take photo:(( sigh..oh well,the next time we go out again,it's a must-must that we take photos!ahhaa.

left for home at 8plus and reached home at 9plus..

Dad msged me the good news..
***WE GOT THE FLAT THAT I LOVE!!WOOH!***
cant wait to move in!heheeheh

oh oh and trainin with dad is a KILLER-.-"

22:15
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Dinner @ Pepper Lunch with mom in Hougang Mall((:

woots!i so totally love eatin dinner with mom!heh.accompanied her to Hougang to view houses just now after givin tuition..we viewed a total of 6 units and i love one alot alot!!hopefully when dad goes to see it for the second viewin with mom,he'll like it too.that house's gorgeous,seriously!!^^

by the time we finished viewin all the units,it was 9plus alr and most of the food stalls were already closed..we walked around Hougang Mall to see what's there still to eat and saw Pepper Lunch..mom asked if i'm ok with eatin it and since we were both jaded,i agreed.had lotsa fun with mom!wee!she's the BEST!

MOM((:

ME(:


mom cookin

my food

mom's


actually we were supposed to move to Pasir Ris but i guess sometimes things dont work out well..part of the conversation with mom was like that;

Me: Actually i prefer Pasir Ris so that i could be near Jian Da..

Mom: Ya la,but gotta think of our convenience also ma..cant be just cuz of him then we move there..u sure u're gonna be with him forever meh..

Me: yes :D

well,then again i thought to myself..yeah,true i cant just think of myself..gotta think of Dad havin to go to work too..it's a really long journey from Pasir Ris to Ang Mo Kio or Whampoa..sometimes it's just gotta be family first rather then u urself first^^


my hamscue called me while i was waitin at the void deck to view the unit..
he claimed he was from FedEx..sayin that Mr Chan Jian Da had sent me a package of hugs and kisses my way but there'll be a delay..i'll only receive it on fri(which i'll be seein him that day =P).he also said that the package will be very heavy so i needa get somebody to help me with it..cute isn't it!!i always love it when he disturbs me this way.hee((:



i bought the frame and made the words usin macaroni((:

it's for our 6mths from me to him^^



it's completed form((:

23:34
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met up with priska just now and we went Tampines to shop((: haha.been quite a while since we last met up..she brought me inot this toilet at Century Square which she calls 'zong tong' (chinese traslation of president in english) toilet..HAHA..it's really beautiful inside!there's a sofa inside,a washin up area and a place for people to touch up their make-ups!cool hey?yeap,had a great time with her.meetin her for a swim next week! :D




PRISKA(:



reached home at bout 7plus close to 8 and took my dinner..left house again at 9plus and went to Lot 1(again,yes i know) to meet my hamscue!!i baked him a cake for our 6months!^^ got the recipe from My Wok Life.the blog's really good.do check it out,yes?((: i changed the flavour of the cake to peach and added fruits in myself..just took a risk and it worked out just fine.hee.bibi said it was the best present he'd ever received.wooh!*happy happy*

yeap,that's the cake i baked for bibi^^

23:59
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HAPPPPPY HALF YEAR MY HAMSCUE! :D

time really flies hey?
it's like,*snap,and half a year has passed
this 6 months had been like a roller coaster,i should say?
there were lots of ups and downs
ups are meant to be remembered and kept in one
small corner of the heart and mind so that at times when
we're feelin lonely or down,there're these memories
to keep u company and make u smile to urself((:
as for downs,yes,they always hurt and it takes time to forget
but try not to remember them so that there'll be more space
for u to keep ur ups^^
(this's just a psychotic thing as it takes a few ups to cover 1 down)

hence,i wanna say this to u my babbbyyy..
i love bein nonsensical with u
i love takin long walks with u
i love the mini singin sessions with u
i love to chill out with u
i love ********** u!oh yes,i know u love it too.heh ;P
i love holdin ur hand,cuz u always hold it tightly
i love eatin teppanyaki with u
i love eatin KFC with u
i love eatin at Bedok Blk 85 with u
i love roller bladin with u
i love snugglin close to u
i love stay-home movie marathon with u
i love takin the mrt with u
i love bowlin with u
i love goin to kbox with u
i love givin u surprises
i love it when u give me surprises
i love goin for foot reflexology with u
i love watchin u get a haircut
i love takin neoprints with u
i love it whenever u do that funny action
i love to look at u when u're sleepin beside me
i love to pat u when u're sleepin
i love the way u shake my hand
i love spendin time with u
oh honey,i just can't get enough of u! :D
do keep ur promises that u say u'll do yes?
and i'll give u mine too!((((:
baby,baby,my babbbbyyy,
I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE U!
I REALLY REALLY DO! =)

09:43
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met my hamscue at Lot 1 just now.i waited for him from 6 all the way till 9plus-.-" his trainin ended super late and i was famished and bored!argh.oh well,that's his job,guess i cant do anythin..we had a mini celebration of our 6 mths anniversary.hehe.he treated me to dinner at Ajisen((: byt the time we finished our dinner,it was already 10plus.i accompanied him to pack food for his friends b4 takin bus home while he went back to camp..and here i am bloggin((: alright,shall turn in now..goodnight!

*sorry i didn't get any photos taken,forgot =/

23:55
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i got this from someone and i love it alot so thought i'll just post it up..
and i think they're really really true((:

The best kinda friend is the kind u can sit beside without a word,and walk away feelin like it was the best conversation u've ever had.
The friend who holds ur hand and says the wrong thing is made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away.
I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends.I'm surrounded by angels,and i call them my friends!

If kisses were the water,I would give u the sea.
If hugs were the leaves,I would give u a tree.
If love was time, I would give u eternity..

Don't go for looks;they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth;even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes u smile
It takes only a smile to make a dark day bright.
Find the one that makes ur heart smile.

Love at first sight is easy to understand.It's when 2 people have been looking at each other for years that it becomes a miracle...

When u truly care for someone, u don't look for faults,u don't look for answers, u don't look for mistakes.Instead, u forgive the mistakes, u accept the faults,and u overlook the excuses.

Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be.
Love is a flint that sparks a flame that will either flicker and burn out or continue with a warming glow.
Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry.

Sometimes you have to let go of someone to see if there’s anything there to hold on to.

23:52
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY!((:
she rocks
and i love her!
she scolds and lectures at times
but i still love her!
she's the best mom ever,seriously :D
I LOVE MY MAMA TO THE MAX!AHAAHA



anyways,we went to the steamboat restaurant opposite the novena church to celebrate her b'dae((: only managed to take a few pics cuz the rest of the time i was busy eatin!wahahaah ;P




i'm workin on the crab.it's the first itme i had to peel out the flesh myself :((
but oh well,it's a good experience :D

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