flicker flicksigh.most human beings are flicker-minded.one minute it is this,the next is that.just like parents,at first it's a green light,then after it becomes red.changes real fast!this mornin mom was talkin to me bout relationship stuff.well,whenever i'vea bf she'll do that.this was roughly how our conversation was like:-the green light(she sounded really positive)mom:if u think that u wanna settle down with him both of u gotta save money sothat the future ahead will not be much of a struggle.me:mmm.i know,i'll tell him that.-the red light(it's was like,snap,she changed her mind)mom:but u're still very young.what if next time u graduate from poly and foundanother better guy?what if u go U.S and found somebody there too?usually peopleget into a relationship only if they want to settle down.like ur cousin.u see peopletogether for 8 years also end up break so what for u wanna go so close?then she goes on and on and on....i'm not complainin bout her naggin,she's not.i know that she lectures me cuzshe wants the best for me and don't want me to get hurt.i'm glad that she caresfor me,really.it's just that her lectures always set me thinkin;maybe i'm notready for relationships,maybe i should just listen to her.but i guess it would bevery selfish to the other party.argh,everythin's frustratin.if somebody doesn'tshow concern,u think maybe u're not loved but when they do,u think otherwise..Labels: i miss kaima and her family =(
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