i pondered alot last night
as i pondered,i stumbled too
i realized alot of things
i realized i always think i'm right
i realized i cant let go of the past easily
i realized i couldn't forgive and forget easily
i realized i've a weak heart
i realized there's alot of small things which bibi had done
for me but i haven't opened my eyes wide enough to notice them
for example,he lent me his palm handheld for me to keep
whatever documents that i need inside,like my timetable
he also bought me a lappy for me to use it for schoolwork purposes
i realized i'm quite stubborn in certain ways
i realized i've let a few people down too
i had been a disappointment to the people around me
thus,i'm utterly disaappointed in myself
look at the mess of shit u've created cass!
thanks to u everythin's down for u
thanks to u everythin's in a mess
thanks to u everythin's shitty!
dammmmit
plus plus plus..school's startin tml :((((
everythin's gonna start pilin up.argh!
♥ Hearts Talking 
