i've never felt this much pain in my life b4..
for once i wanted to grab a knife and just stab myself.
instant death rather than suffer the pain..
it was
excruciatinsweat was like rainin down my face
i thought perhaps some
E. coli or
S. aureus entered my stomach..
that means i've food poisonin?
i even thought it was gastric cuz all i vomitted was hydrochloric acid
damn.
i sat on the toilet bowl for what seemed like ages
clutchin my stomach,diggin my fingernails into my arms and legs..
this pain was somethin i'd never experienced b4
then i thought to myyself..
since it's gastric maybe i should try takin a slice of bread so i did
i had a pail beside me in case i vomit..
laid on the floor while chewin for the longest time i've ever chewed on my food
i decided to stop halfway and throw the remainin slice away.
crawled back to my bed again and prayed for the pain to subside
curlin up into a ball and squeezin my eyes shut,
i went into subconscious sleep..
and finally...the
pain was gone....
whew...i found out it was menstrual cramp later-.-
dammit!argh,now i realize how people can faint due to this kinda thing..
and i so totally don't wanna get this pain ever again :'(((
♥ Hearts Talking 
